As I mentioned previously in ‘The
Driving Bubble’ I have not done much driving in the last year. This is due to
my steady lack of employment, which has made it somewhat difficult to afford
the upkeep of an automobile. So over the last couple of months I have been
trying to sell my car – a gorgeous ’97 Corolla if anyone is interested. A small
problem with my attempted sale is that because the car has sat idle for so long
the battery is pretty low. So for the last few days I have been taking my ride
for little spins around the neighbourhood to keep it in running order. Nothing
to far afield, just aimless circles through the surrounding blocks. It was on
one of these short jaunts I was struck with a realization – I miss driving.
I
know that sounds similar to the original ‘Driver’s Bubble’, but this time it
had nothing to do with the special zone for unfettered singing. It was simply
the joy of being behind the wheel and going for a cruise. It was at some point
when I cracked the window to get a little breeze going that I had a flashback.
I was instantly transported back to the early days of having my driver’s
license and the ensuing feelings of freedom.
I
couldn’t help but remember what a big deal it was to acquire a license, that
ability to no longer rely on a parent or bus to take you somewhere - An
instant feeling of being older, of reaching some sort of milestone. It’s been
ten years since I started driving and over those many days and thousands of
kilometers covered on the road, I lost that feeling of excitement when getting
behind the wheel.
Over
those last ten years so much of my time at the wheel felt like a chore. Gone
was that spark of giddiness when turning the key and hearing the rumble of the
engine. All too often driving became a headache, with the traffic jams, bad
drivers and ever ballooning gas prices. Don’t get me wrong; I do not miss any
of those aspects of being a motorist. It’s just than when I think back to those
first few months of driving in that first car, I miss it.
Back
then I used to drive just for the hell of it. It’s kind of funny how enjoyable
it was to load up the old 626 with a few friends on a Friday night and just
cruise around. Throwing on some good tunes (well they seemed good at the time)
and driving around looking for other young people to interact with. Maybe stop
for a slurpee then jump back in the whip to roll around and talk about nonsense
and girls and stupid school and girls and sports stuff and girls and tell crude
jokes and yell out the window at strangers and punch each other in the arm, all
the while thinking we were swinging dicks. But in truth we were just another
rowdy car full of awful awful teenagers.
It
wasn’t just weekend nights either. There was the first summer of driving and
cruising with the windows down on a hot day. All the days of what seemed like
the best choice, cranking a little Fog Hat and slowly rolling past the beach to
gawk at the ladies and continue to yell crude comments out the window and punch
each other in the arm and generally be dreadful human beings. But every so
often things would work out and we’d spot a bevy of beauties. Convince them to
hop in the car and head off somewheres.
And
then there were some nights when I would just hop in the car by myself and
drive around, simply for the pleasure of driving. It’s that simplest of
pleasures that was lost and which I miss. Also, now that adulthood has happened
and people have grown into their bodies I have no idea how I ever fit eight
bodies into the 626 for a cruise.
So
I say to you, if you are fortunate enough to have a car, on your next day of
idleness – go for a drive. Damn the gas prices, damn the traffic and damn the
environment. Get behind the wheel with no plan and take yourself for a spin. If
you’re sick of the city get out of it. If you prefer staying local, then do
some rubbernecking along some unfamiliar side streets. Either way, I say pick
out your best road tunes, strap yourself into the bubble and relish the ability
to drive a car. A tool that doesn’t have to simply be a utility, but a luxury.
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